Thursday, 24 May 2007

24 May 2007 20:25



Hello every1 I hope this email finds you all safe and well.

I have finally got round to attaching some photographs. There's a bit of a mixture. But you get to see the house I'm living in.....and the one I will be living in when Sue-Lym(no idea on spelling) arrives on the 30th.

I thought it would be nice to share a little about what I've been reading and what I feel the Lord has been speaking to me about these last few weeks.

Salve gave me a book for my birthday, by Francine Rivers. It was called the Atonement Child.....it was a very upsetting story; a girl at bible college in the US is raped and gets pregnant. her engagement falls apart, she loses her place at college etc etc as a result, but what struck me was that every Christian in her life who she depended on, all tried to persuade her to get an abortion. B4 she got raped they had been totally anti-abortion but all of a sudden it seemed the best way to get rid of her problem........it showed me that no matter how strong you think you're beliefs are on certain subjects.....you can't rest on your morals until you have actually experienced what you 'believe'.........and this got me thinking about all the poor girls in SA and the rest of the world who get pregnant as a result of rape and have abortions.......we only see them as a statistic...and immediately without realizing we condemn them.....and then I thought of Di who is setting up Bethesda for such a cause.....to help women in a similar situation, and I was suddenly filled with compassion for them....I guess what I’m saying is, this book helped these statistics I read about, become real women who do have real problem and tragedies.

The story had a happy ending......the girl stayed faithful to God no matter how hard it was and when her baby was born, she loved her so much.....and she fell in love again and got married.

Since then, my quiet times have led me to read about spiritual gifts and love. we all have something to offer to bless someone else's life (as well as to Bless and Glorify God) no matter how small, whether it is helping, caring, loving, being a listening ear for someone.....they are all gifts from God that he has given us to help others and show them His love.

Now.........on Friday night I was sick again in the night, but it only lasted 24hours so I think it was just a bug....but unfortunately on Monday, Di Bec and Suzie all started with it. Di was terribly sick and had lost a lot of weight. They are all better now thought and are starting to 'fatten up' again lol (Di's words not mine) also the weather has taken a chilly turn....a VERY chilly turn!!!!!!!!!

Monday night the wind was terrible and the temperature reached -5 degrees!

and as you all know our house is just a wooden hut........I know sleep with a vest, several pj's a jumper, blankets, duvet and a hot water bottle.....and I still wake up shivering!!!! The days haven't been warm either. I text my mum yesterday saying I'm in South Africa, on a Sunny, cloudless day.......wearing several layer, a coat, scarf and gloves!

Suw Well’s kindly bought us a heater for our house and we have been budgeted for 2 more. Our washing was frozen solidly. Di was throwing our socks at us and they were just blocks of ice!!!!!

Lyn left for Australia on Tuesday and we have had word that she has arrived safely, she has joined Dave for a 2 week holiday for their 25th Anniversary.

So I've been getting up b4 6am (shivering my butt off!!!!!!) to get over to the house for 6.30am to do medicines and gets the babies ready.

Poor Luke, Baden and Paullina have had bad errrrrm, how can I put this.....toilet problem. Lol Aaron had to change Luke this morning and I think it has scarred him in some psychological way!

Anyway I’d better go.

Hope you like the pics

Take care and god Bless

Erin

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Wednesday, 16 May 2007

The Problem With Being A Christian

It is a problem you know, I mean being a Christian. To others around you who maybe don’t share the same faith and beliefs it might seem, looking in from the outside, an easy job.

It’s not always easy though; oh it’s great knowing the Lord Jesus is there for you and it’s great having the understanding that your sins are forgiven if you are truly repentant. Of that there is no doubt. But what’s not too good is knowing that you aren’t perfect and that you can never be in the eyes of God. The trouble with being a Christian – well at least for me anyway – is that I am constantly aware of my failings. We all have them; all of us and we all know exactly what they are too. Maybe others do not, but we do, we are acutely aware of our failings.

If you are not a Christian, on reflection maybe I had better stop for a moment and clear that last statement up. What exactly do I mean by a Christian? Well, I mean someone who believes that Jesus Christ died on that cross all those years ago that I might be forgiven. It means being prepared to tell others about that belief also.

It means a lot more than going to church too! Don’t expect to get into heaven when God asks “Why should I let you in here?” that “I went to church every week for years” will be OK, because I would hazard a guess that it won’t do at all! I went to church every week for years too, my parents made me. I didn’t want to be there either. That was when I was 7 years old. Now I am 57 and you know, I want to be at church. Now there’s a turnaround!

So what will get you in then? What do you have to do to get the keys to the second life? It’s so easy it’s almost unbelievable! Believe, repent and make Christ the most important person in your life. Of course, you also need to try to live a life that reflects those beliefs and ethics too. Remember when I said at the beginning of this article that being a Christian wasn’t easy? Well, that’s what I meant!

Jesus Christ was and continues to be the perfect God and during his stay with us in His earthly form was the perfect man on earth. Absolutely sin free. No faults, nor any failings and bad character traits – none whatsoever. Not even just the one!

Now herein my problem lies sometimes. No matter how Christ like I try to be I know I will fail even before I have begun. I have no chance of emulating my God. I can try, but try as I may I will never be successful. Let me give you a prime example. Recently I was given some news that shocked me – it really doesn’t matter what that news was, it’s not directly relevant. Anyway, as I said the news shocked me and I reacted with an untimely and uncalled tirade of words that were completely out of order and totally uncalled for. In simple terms I lost my temper good style for around 30 minutes and then sulked for another day! Before you laugh I bet you have been in the same position before – thought so!

Well, this was Saturday and by Sunday morning I had calmed right down and thought things through. Then it suddenly hit me like a nuclear missile. Despite all my good words at church, despite the articles I had written for my church magazine (and the blog spot – whatever that is!) and despite preaching occasionally about my Saviour – yes, despite all those things I had failed again, and I mean again. I do it all the time, almost seems as though I can’t help it sometimes.

This is the hard part about being a Christian, failing because of the standards that my God sets and expects from me. I felt that bad about things that I could not make myself attend church that day. I felt ashamed for what I had done and how I had done and why I had done it. I mean how bad can things get?

I contacted a couple of my fellowship members – Ian and Gill, 2 very close friends and shared the problem with them. I got some really good advice (and I knew I would, that’s why I rang in the first place!)

What they said, for a moment, just a split second, made me feel really bad and even more ashamed! But then instantly overjoyed; I will tell you what it was in a minute or so. When I first became “born again” I remember reading on more than 1 occasion reading about murderers who became great prophets in the eyes of men because of their calling to the Lords word and goodness. Did you know, Moses killed an Egyptian who was giving a Hebrew a hard time, did you know that Saul, who later became Paul spent his early years persecuting Christians in a big way?

Then something happened, God called them for His work. God had better and bigger things in store for these two men who were to become biblical giants. And yet, when they began their activity as set out in God’s word you could have been forgiven for being a little surprised at how they spent most of their lives.

Now I am not gong to make some sort of a comparison between me and those great men of God except in one area; I am not perfect either! Oh, I have never killed anyone, but you know the bible says that you break one commandment and you break them all. Also one is no less important that the other. None of us are perfect - Let him who is without sin cast the first stone- you must have heard that quoted before today I am sure.

You may not be a Christian (Not yet anyway) but our society is guided by Christian values. Our laws are based on the 10 commandments and the 10 commandments are Gods words.

When man breaks mans laws he is punished and reprimanded. When man breaks God’s laws he is reprimanded, just as a father would reprimand his child. When the child says “sorry” to his father he usually gains forgiveness. When the Christian says sorry to God, and truly asks for forgiveness – he is forgiven, EVERY TIME.

The advice I got from Ian and Gill my good friends in Jesus?

Go and get a Bible open it at 1 John Verse 9 -

“If we confess our sins he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness”

If you died tomorrow, or the day after, and it turned out that there was indeed a God (and there is, of that please be sure) what would you be able to say when asked by God?

“Why should I let you in here”

Would your answer be based on confidence because you would you be able to say that you knew God and He knew you personally already?

Or would it be a suggestion that you had lived a good life without belief but you had been almost perfect, doff your cap and sort of hope for the best?

We have a growing fellowship for heavenly life at Ainsdale Evangelical Church and remember time for earthly life grows short. Why not come and be with Jesus today. I look forward to talking with you on Sunday or at any time that suits your needs.

The best advice I could give right now is to open your heart to Jesus, mind you I am not perfect, He is though!

God Bless Bill